We all are insecure and look for any sign of acceptance of what we do or not. Every little action influences our future, more or less, but it’s a fact. Even Julian has to deal with these issues. Here is his very special moment with Mia:
He came closer and almost touched her hand. He was trembling a little because he wanted to touch her and at the same time, he did not want to wake her up. Still he intended to send her some of his energy so that she could recover faster. In this slowed turn of time, he saw some of the rays, which came from him and went into her. His hands were very close to her. These rays were very thin and their light was unbelievably sapphire-like and sparkling like a jewel. The connection between them was already made. It was against the rules but he did not care. Until now, no family member practised the energy transfer with not-dying people. Helping human beings in this way was only allowed in a case of emergency or if a human was dying. Through this transfer, Julian was losing a part of his energy, but he gave it to people who should not suffer or be conscious about their condition. It was not practised with people who were just sick. For Julian, Mia was now a case of emergency. She was his private case of emergency and therefore she should not undergo this pain. He assumed that his power would upgrade her average level, but he did not know when to stop. It was a question of control and rating. Wrong estimation could cost her life. She was just a human being and she was not able to go through everything what he was able to manage. Through this connection, they were bonded forever. Now he could feel her for the rest of eternity. There was no turning back since Julian let himself fall in love with Mia.
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Julian always fascinated me in my dreams. I have already memorized him from the very beginning. It was kind of funny and interesting to dream about him and his fate and it was easy to describe him this way :-)
His moves looked artistically, fluently, almost poetically. It was a mix of his rough strength and fascinating speed with his delicate and gently touch. His face showed determination, concentration. His eyes were focused on the wound. Nothing else mattered.
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The best feeling you can have while being in love is feeling the person you love loves you back!
He looked at her with the same enthusiasm in his eyes. The sparkling sapphires glittered even more. However, his face stayed just at the level “nice”. From the corner of his mouth a smile crept upon his lips. Mia looked away, but she could not really take her eyes off him. It was like an invisible power would direct her look in his direction and force her to stare at him. Her heart was speeding up and her cheeks turned to a shade of red.
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Reading books is great, but feeling the reality is even more absorbing. Julian learnt it.
Julian had read books about it. He even saw real love between human beings a couple of times. He knew some Romeos and Juliets. It was always a very strong connection when two people in love became almost one person and one heart. Their thoughts were almost the same, their state of mind was almost the same and their willingness to sacrifice for each other was always on their minds, even if it remained unsaid. It was a chain of love which connected them so deeply that they became more than humans. When people fell in love, they felt happy and lucky. However, not every love was so strong that the two were prepared to do anything for each other. If this was the case, human beings would have been shining like stars in the sky or like giant spotlights in theatres.
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About a strange coincidence and Murphy’s laws… That is what happens sometimes!
It isn’t always like this; the more you are trying to stay undetected the more attention you are drawing to yourself? Especially when you are getting emotional… And this was emotional. He had some moments of weakness, but they were never connected with a girl like Mia. He had the girl from his dream next to him and she was a little different from all the people he knew. He got to know many people during his stay on earth.
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When does it all start? What do you feel at the beginning? What is your first thought at that time? Nobody knows, but you remember the moment that captured your attention. Here’s a memory of Julian :-)
And another picture from Ireland :-)
For him, it all started in the moment when he saw her eyes. Over years, the picture in his mind became clearer and sharper and now he could finally see her entire face and her person in real. Now he got her finally sitting next to him and he had enough time to notice every detail he needed to locate her. He tried to drown his excitement and concentrated on his skills. However, it was not an easy task. He allowed himself to savour the moment and just looked at her repeatedly without a word. She was just observing the route and seemed not to notice any of his sparkling joy attacks. She was concentrated and looked worn-out. Her cheeks were red as if she has just practised some exercises, but her breath was regular.
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How do you fall in love? Simply… ;-)
And a picture from Ireland! One of the most popular pictures in my Lovefool’s campaign!
She looked at him every now and then and Julian let her pass when his turn arrived. She thanked him with a shy smile and went towards the counter. While she handed over the receipts, she felt his eyes on her back. She felt a very warm and pleasant ray at her back that thrilled her inside. Maybe it was the fact that the drug store was well heated. Or maybe it was because Mia knew that the next two, three hours would be a pleasure and very relaxing. Or maybe it was simply the first spark of love she felt in her heart and which she did not want to admit to herself. The stranger with the well-suited winter jacket and the interesting eyes did not look at her. Mia was amazed how disappointed she felt about this. Inside she wished that this stranger would look at her and smile. However, it did not happen.
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There are enough moments when I don’t have any motivation to go to a party. Sometimes, it’s just the other way. If I think about being free, then I think about Masuria, boats and the wind of my face.
Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow, and so life was going to pass by. Sebastian was thinking about Mia. The past spent with her was already gone and he was collecting memories, the future was yet to come and surely, it would bring new hopes as well as some new doubts. Yes, it was complicated. Moreover, the present was so mean that he felt like a love fool now and he would really like realise the idea of Julian: just leave the party and do your thing.
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It is sometimes about so many doubts you have in your heart that you can’t come down. Sometimes you are simply obsessed about a thing and if you add the sentimental mood, you’ll get a mixture of danger thoughts at the end.
And a picture from Warsaw with a sculpture of Chopin, one of the best composers in the history of music!
In his current, rather sentimental mood, he looked at his best friend and was thinking how often such girls were not interesting for Julian. Up to now Sebastian had not noticed how boring it was for his best friend to be at the centre of attention of a crowd of girls that wanted to get him, touch him, speak with him. Julian’s face was friendly, but being his best friend, Sebastian saw some boredom beneath it. Was Julian really so accustomed to his female fans and was it already the normal state of being for him?
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Sometimes, you get inspired by someone’s voice. Thinking about Mia, Julian and Sebastian, I already knew how their voices should sound. It was quite funny. So, I wrote a following passage:
Her voice was so beautiful and warm, he could listen to it for the whole eternity. He could hear her speaking for the whole time. Listening to her was like listening to his favourite music. She was like Tchaikovsky’s violin and piano concerts or music by Dvorak. And then, just a minute later, she was like Black Eyed Peas and Rihanna or like James Bond’s Martini: Shaken, not stirred.
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